Stream of Reality

So whatever we had is definitely completely over. And I...

Tue, 07 Feb 2012 15:34:02 -0500

So whatever we had is definitely completely over.

And I don’t think we’ll be friends either. God damn.

Everything hurts. The tiny joints in my fingers. My stomach. My entire body. My legs are going numb...

Fri, 03 Feb 2012 15:34:52 -0500

Everything hurts.

The tiny joints in my fingers.

My stomach.

My entire body.

My legs are going numb again.

Withdrawals?

Stroke?

Exhaustion?

Mono?

All I know is I feel like I am dying.

Lift Off

Thu, 02 Feb 2012 23:59:12 -0500

Today, today.

A fight, a shout.

Don’t follow my horoscope on working out.

Two encounters, not complaining.

Aloof, horoscopic hints.

Hallucination and one since.

I laughed right in your face, and I’ll do it again.

Once this BHave movie is over, and you’re mine to win.

Weed, beer, weed, food.

Frenchie starts looking good.

I’m really sick of how everytime you seem to be near me...

Wed, 01 Feb 2012 21:21:28 -0500

I’m really sick of how everytime you seem to be near me when I’m NOT on Greek Row you feel the need to smile/smirk/laugh.

Gossip with girls my age.

Yes, I hooked up multiple times with your best friend.

Y u so jelly?

Stop sippin’ the Haterade.

And don’t waddle around when I’m gettin’ busy.

I’m just really fucking pissed off at shit right now. At...

Wed, 01 Feb 2012 15:49:00 -0500

I’m just really fucking pissed off at shit right now.

At everyone for being in a good mood.

At the rain for raining.

At Audrey for blowing me off on Friday plans.

At the rain for forcing me to change my outfit.

At Emily for taking an hour to get ready.

At my phone for not having internet.

At my shitty timing.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

Splurging on once I get my credit card. Am I frat yet?

Wed, 01 Feb 2012 14:31:25 -0500

Splurging on once I get my credit card.

Am I frat yet?

Things keep looking up. New friends. Unexpected girlfriend resulted in emergency smokeout and Father...

Wed, 01 Feb 2012 14:26:24 -0500

Things keep looking up.

New friends.

Unexpected girlfriend resulted in emergency smokeout and Father Ryan sitting at my dinner table.

Good.

Me: Fat, fat, tiny little.....thing, more fat...

Wed, 01 Feb 2012 14:25:39 -0500

Me: Fat, fat, tiny little.....thing, more fat...
Audrey: Are you guys talking about marshmallows?

Breakfast was even better than dinner. Things are looking up.

Tue, 31 Jan 2012 12:15:38 -0500

Breakfast was even better than dinner.

Things are looking up.

Dinner was interesting tonight. And hilarious. Ugh Chad.

Mon, 30 Jan 2012 19:26:16 -0500

Dinner was interesting tonight.

And hilarious.

Ugh Chad.

Well damn. No luck in psychology. No luck on the walk there either. My voice teacher seems pleased...

Mon, 30 Jan 2012 14:56:06 -0500

Well damn. No luck in psychology. No luck on the walk there either.

My voice teacher seems pleased with my progress. I guess a week of nightly tokes and chain smoking is good for the throat. Lord knows its good for the soul.

I'm Sure You'll Hear This Through the Grapevine.

Mon, 30 Jan 2012 11:24:41 -0500

Me: I was like, is this your ball or your penis?
Coleman: Well damn, I feel bad for whoever that is...

Everyone’s been so hostile lately. God damn I swear,...

Mon, 30 Jan 2012 11:22:45 -0500

Everyone’s been so hostile lately. God damn

I swear, thought the hot new RA sicced the cops on me, they were swarmin’ my room, so I febreezed the place.

Then smelled like Meadow Rain or whatever my entire 10 am. Turns out the “cops” were fixing my suitemates cable.

Well damn.

I just kinda realized you’re a bit of a liar. Well damn.

Sun, 29 Jan 2012 23:26:10 -0500

I just kinda realized you’re a bit of a liar.

Well damn.

Time to take Ye Olde Ceiling Tile downe. And record the events.

Sun, 29 Jan 2012 19:25:50 -0500

Time to take Ye Olde Ceiling Tile downe.

And record the events.

Baby Dick

Sun, 29 Jan 2012 19:17:32 -0500

I should’ve seen these empty promises coming.

Okay, okay.

In all honesty, I was prepared for le worst.

But still, there was a GLIMMER of hope.

No more.

No biggie.

I believe that drunk minds convey sober thoughts.

And that you’re just trying to bury me.

I won’t go down.

That easily.

Someone just told me that one of my closest friends on campus...

Sun, 29 Jan 2012 18:47:10 -0500

Someone just told me that one of my closest friends on campus has twin daughters.

I never knew.

Passed out in my bed last night with my headphones on a la Mitch...

Sun, 29 Jan 2012 14:27:10 -0500

Passed out in my bed last night with my headphones on a la Mitch in Dazed and Confused.

So much WEED. And oxy.

God last night.

Was almost perfect.

Last night looked like THIS. Because despite everything on...

Sun, 29 Jan 2012 14:24:00 -0500

Last night looked like THIS.

Because despite everything on Friday.

You still want me. Obviously some part of you does.

Or last night wouldn’t have happened.

It’s all good. I took as much advantage of you as you did of me.

Woo, yay college.

I’m Not Okay

Sat, 28 Jan 2012 18:05:24 -0500

I’m Not Okay